BEHIND THE HAPPINESS, THERE;VE BEEN HIDING A THOUSAND TEARS

Im not in a good mood now. Even i can laugh with my friends, making some jokes, gossiping and all that, but deep in my heart, no one knows what i feel. The reason I feel like this because, one of my friend, Lina, had lost her lovely father yesterday. Lina's father was one of my teacher before this. Most of the student and teachers at my school like him. He such a nice person. When im wriing this entry, I cant stop imaging his smile, his face, all about him keep on playing in my mind. 

Lina is one of my best friend. She very close with her father. I love to hear their conversation because they will use Penang dialect :) 

Actually yesterday was the day for her dad to get an operation because he is having blood clot inside his brain. But suddenly, his coma before enter the operation room. Luckily Lina still have time to look after her father when he is in the hospital. Lina is one of the student at UiTM Dungun. She straight away take a flight when she know her father suddenly collapse. At first I thougt maybe her father will be fine, but suddenly last night my mom called me and inform me that news.

When I checked my phone, actually I've got a message from Izaty, who is also my best friend. In her message, she told me that Lina just lost her dad. I dont realise when she sent me the message because I had a class that night. In BEL class, I cant stop laugh. I dont feel like something bad happen to Lina.

At 11 p.m. I called her. She cant say anything. She just crying, crying and crying when I called her. I give her some advice and remind her if she need someone, just call me. I hope she will strong to face this incident.

*Lina, if you read this, I want you to know im always by your side babe. Be strong. Make sure you success in your study because I know that is one of your dad's dream, to see you success in what ever you do. You just lost a person that you really love, but actually there will be a thousand people that love and care about you, will come to you. Accompany you always. Be strong my dear friend.*

FIRST CLASS (BEL)

My first class for subject BEL 120 was on 11th of JUNE.  My lecturer for this subject very beautiful, young and fashionista.  She's very beautiful even though she did not wear make up.  This is  what we call natural beauty :) *Miss, I describe you sincerely from my heart*

All of my seniors said that she was superb lecturer.  Easy to score A in BEL 120 for those who are her student.  But for me, nothing is easy in this world.  Everything that we do, we have to do it seriously.  What I mean hear is we cannot do something just to fulfill our responsibilty as a student.  We must aim to get highest marks, so that it will help us in our final exam.

The best rules in BEL class is, all of us have to speak in english :)  It will help us improve our level of confidence to speak english all the time with everybody.  Besides that, we also can improve our skills of communication :)

Until here my post about BEL class.  So far, im enjoy this class :) Gonna update again since we have to make at least one entry per week. Tata :)

NEW LIFE :)

Assalamualaikum.

2 JUNE 2012, the date that i wont forget.  I started my new life, new journey to make my dream beome reality.  I was registered in my college, SIMANJA KINI, UiTM SEGAMAT.  At first I dont like the name of my college because it sounds funny.  But then, I thought actually it was a cute name :) 

A lot of new things I've learned here especially in MDS.  I've learned to be punctual, follow the rules and regulation, respect seniors who always help new student like me and so on.  I wont forget all the memories during MDS week even though it was not a good memory :) I'll make it as a lesson for me to be more matured in the future.  

So far, im really enjoyed my life as a college student.  The environment, the way you study and so on are very different from secondary school.  I know I still have to struggle to make my parents proud of me.  This is one way to repay their kindness to me even I know I cannot recompense them but at least I've tried to do something for them.

I really hope I can score in DIA.  I want to get DL, InsyaALLAH.  I hope all of you guys pray for my success and I hope we can success together :) Aminn.

For sure I have new friends here.  Some of them are my classmates and my college members :)  Even though we are not in the same course, we are very close.  I also have a nice roomates.  She is my senior in DIA, PART 5.  She help me a lot.  Every time I asked about something that im not sure, she will try to make me understang bout that.  Her name is Iza :)

Lastly, let me show you some of my friends :)

College members :)

Another of them :)

Lovie doovie classmates <3